[ti:picking petals (Explicit)] [ar:Alyssa Grace] [al:picking petals (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]picking petals - Alyssa Grace [00:02.50]Lyrics by:Alyssa Grace [00:05.01]Composed by:Alyssa Grace/Alexis Idarose Kesselman/Elliot Greer [00:10.64]Produced by:Idarose [00:12.52]The white walls they scare me [00:14.84]The blank space on my knees [00:17.28]I stare at the ceiling [00:19.72]While trying to get you [00:22.01]To agree this feeling is dehumanizing [00:26.72]We're all wondering why [00:29.51]Everything is moving west [00:34.68]And the wind is blowing south [00:40.37]I'm picking petals with my teeth [00:43.08]Don't know what I'm supposed to think about it [00:45.73]Trying anything I'll consume the bottle from the rabbit [00:50.14]Never met him once but I'll give him all my trust [00:54.39]When he says “follow me” to where my mom wouldn't want me to be [01:06.93]And I'm stuck on you but I can't stay here anymore [01:11.98]I don't get you but I get why you are the way you are [01:16.51]And when I needed you you thought best was to leave [01:21.06]But when you needed help I told you to call me [01:25.96]And baby you begged me to stay by your side [01:30.12]But when we're done fucking you're not satisfied [01:34.57]And you know you can't hunt with an unloaded gun [01:38.81]But you shoot and you fire and you hit more than once [01:43.14]Like a voice breaking glass you break through my skin [01:47.77]Cause when you pull the trigger you know you won't miss [01:52.12]I'm picking petals with my teeth [01:54.70]Don't know what I'm supposed to think about it [01:57.13]Trying anything I'll consume the bottle from the rabbit [02:01.73]Never met him once so give him all my trust [02:05.71]When he says “follow me” to where my mom wouldn't want me to be [02:18.42]And it goes over again over again [02:22.14]Over again over again [02:23.83]Oh it's over again over again [02:26.59]Over again over again [02:28.32]We go over again over again [02:31.43]Over again over again no [02:36.84]And I would burn to feel you touching me [02:40.18]I'd burn to feel you more [02:42.09]I don't want this I don't want you [02:44.57]This is nothing I prayed for [02:46.56]And the burn it turned to anger [02:49.00]And the anger turned to bleed [02:51.22]I'm forever a sinner while I tried to stay clean [02:56.07]You know that you like what you're doing to me [03:00.35]It makes you feel good but you're just so dirty [03:04.68]I'm picking petals with my teeth [03:07.41]Don't know what I'm supposed to think about it [03:10.03]Trying anything I'll consume the bottle from the rabbit [03:14.70]Never met him once so give him all my trust [03:18.75]When he says “follow me” to where my mom wouldn't want me to be [03:27.40]To where my mom wouldn't want me to be