[ti:DENIAL IS A RIVER (Explicit)] [ar:Doechii] [al:Alligator Bites Never Heal (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]DENIAL IS A RIVER (Explicit) - Doechii [00:00.12]Lyrics by:Joey Hamhock/Jaylah Hickmon/James Ian Anderson [00:00.15]Composed by:Joey Hamhock/Jaylah Hickmon/James Ian Anderson [00:00.16]Produced by:IanJames/Joey Hamhock [00:00.16]Hey I thought it was all over [00:04.41]What's up Doechii [00:05.25]Hey girl [00:06.47]You know it's been a lil' minute since you and I have had a chat [00:09.24]Has it really [00:10.07]Probably since like your last EP Oh The Places You'll Go [00:13.03]Oh wow it's been a minute yeah [00:14.51]I've been getting some calls [00:15.56]Oh [00:16.20]People are a little bit worried about you [00:17.32]Not worried okay [00:17.89]And I know that I was kinda that outlet for you so [00:20.13]You were [00:20.67]Why don't you just tell me what's been going on [00:23.20]Okay [00:24.40]Remember old dude from 2019 [00:26.51]Nice clean nigga did me dirtier than laundry [00:29.15]Took a scroll through his IG [00:30.88]Just to get a DM from his wifey [00:33.83]What the **** [00:34.41]I was so confused what should Doechii do [00:36.35]She didn't know about me and I didn't know 'bout Sue [00:39.00]I open up the messages then had to hit the zoom [00:41.43]Turns out the girl was really a dude [00:44.08]Goddamn [00:44.52]Nigga think he slicked back till I slipped back [00:46.95]Got my lick back turned a nigga to a knick-knack [00:49.62]I moved on dropped a couple of songs [00:51.65]And then I went and got signed now it's 2021 [00:54.49]Okay I just feel like this is the perfect opportunity for us to just take a second [00:59.08]And kind off unpack what's happened to you [01:00.92]You know this guy cheated on you and [01:03.32]Mmm nah **** it [01:05.04]Platinum record this viral record that [01:07.38]I'm makin' so much money I'm all over the net [01:09.96]I'm movin' so fast no time to process and no [01:12.82]I'm not in a gang but I'm always on set [01:15.37]Wrist watch drip drop labels want the TikToks [01:17.90]Now I'm makin' TikTok music what thee **** [01:20.53]I need cleanse need a detox but we ain't got time to stop [01:24.21]The charts need us [01:25.27]And they do [01:25.99]Fast forward me 2023 [01:27.99]I'm stackin' lots of cheese and makin' money [01:30.70]My grass is really green and honestly I can't even ****** cap no more [01:34.01]This is a really dark time for me [01:35.31]I'm going through a lot [01:36.37]By a lot you mean d**gs [01:37.60]Um I wouldn't [01:38.60]D**gs [01:39.25]No it's a [01:40.31]No [01:40.68]It's a natural plant [01:41.30]No I'm not judging [01:42.18]I'm not an addict [01:43.08]I'm just saying [01:43.86]I don't think [01:44.49]You wanna talk about it [01:45.74]Uh [01:46.41]I mean **** I like pills I like d**gs [01:48.80]I like gettin' money I like strippers I like to **** [01:51.37]I like day drinkin' and day parties and Hollywood [01:53.80]I like doin' Hollywood **** snort it probably would [01:56.75]What can I say the **** works it feels good [01:59.24]And my self-worth's at an all time low [02:01.48]And just when it couldn't get worse [02:03.35]My ex crashed my place and destroyed all I owned [02:07.43]Whoopsie made a oopsie [02:09.27]One hundred thousand dollar"oops" made me loopy [02:11.87]I ain't a killer but don't push me [02:14.07]Don't wanna have to turn a nigga guts into soup beans [02:17.22]Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa [02:18.79]Okay Doechii we don't wanna revert back to our old ways [02:21.74]So we're gonna try a breathing exercise okay [02:23.88]Sorry alright word [02:24.40]When I breathe you breathe alright [02:26.67]Let's go