[ti:the grudge (Clean)] [ar:Olivia Rodrigo] [al:GUTS (spilled) (Clean)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]the grudge - Olivia Rodrigo [00:03.49]Lyrics by:Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo [00:06.99]Composed by:Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo [00:10.48]Produced by:Daniel Nigro/Ryan Linvill [00:13.98]I have nightmares each week 'bout that Friday in May [00:17.62]One phone call from you and my entire world was changed [00:21.72]Trust that you betrayed confusion that still lingers [00:25.30]Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers [00:29.00]And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did [00:32.29]But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it [00:36.73]My undying love now I hold it like a grudge [00:40.17]And I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough [00:43.59]And I try to be tough but I wanna scream [00:47.56]How could anybody do the things you did so easily [00:51.19]And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine [00:55.29]But you know I can't let it go [00:57.14]I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long [01:02.48]It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong [01:09.33]The arguments that I've won against you in my head [01:12.91]In the shower in the car and in the mirror before bed [01:16.37]Yeah I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty [01:20.47]And I fantasize about a time you're a little sorry [01:24.04]And I try to understand why you would do this all to me [01:27.98]You must be insecure you must be so unhappy [01:31.68]And I know in my heart hurt people hurt people [01:35.51]And we both drew blood but man those cuts were never equal [01:39.05]And I try to be tough but I wanna scream [01:42.89]How could anybody do the things you did so easily [01:46.33]And I say I don't care I say that I'm fine [01:50.66]But you know I can't let it go [01:52.53]I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long [01:57.66]It takes strength to forgive but I don't feel strong [02:05.00]Ooh do you think I deserved it all [02:12.44]Ooh your flowers filled with vitriol [02:19.55]You built me up to watch me fall [02:22.86]You have everything and you still want more [02:27.02]I try to be tough I try to be mean [02:31.08]But even after all this you're still everything to me [02:34.31]And I know you don't care I guess that that's fine [02:38.68]But you know I can't let it go [02:40.63]I've tried I've tried I've tried for so long [02:45.90]It takes strength to forgive but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet [02:53.52]It takes strength to forgive but