[ti:Madra] [ar:NewDad] [al:MADRA (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.94]Madra - NewDad [00:01.31]Lyrics by:Fiachra Donal Parslow/Julie Elisabeth Dawson/Seán Elliott O’Dowd Monaghan/Áindle O’Beirn [00:03.89]Produced by:Riley McIntyre/Sean Genockey [00:24.37]Every time I smile [00:27.16]You say it's a been while [00:30.08]But last night when I was drinking [00:32.99]I wasn't thinking and I was fine [00:36.63]In fact I felt alright [00:40.45]But I know you never see that side [00:46.22]And I'm just really sorry [00:51.90]That you even have to be around me [00:58.01]'Cause I'm up and I'm down [01:01.35]I'm lost and never found [01:03.99]And I think you know that now [01:09.79]I'm numb [01:13.87]Then I feel everything at once [01:21.17]And I'm low [01:25.41]But then I'm having so much fun [01:32.97]Then I'm high [01:37.23]And that's when I start to cry [01:44.49]Then you're gone [01:48.82]And I can't blame anyone [01:50.11]No I can't blame anyone [01:58.02]I know these feelings aren't real [02:03.80]But all these things they help my mind stand still [02:09.60]And even if it's only temporary [02:14.22]It feels nice to be a little empty [02:19.94]And I'm just really sorry [02:26.02]That you can't help me [02:31.70]'Cause you try and you try [02:34.81]And I see it in your eyes [02:37.63]But nothing can make this fine [02:43.43]I'm numb [02:47.53]Then I feel everything at once [02:54.84]And I'm low [02:59.12]But then I'm having so much fun [03:06.60]Then I'm high [03:11.01]And that's when I start to cry [03:18.12]Then you're gone [03:22.51]And I can't blame anyone [03:23.89]No I can't blame anyone [03:53.70]And I'm numb [03:59.18]And I'm numb [04:04.99]And I'm numb [04:10.84]And I'm numb