[ti:Suicide Mission] [ar:张德帅Sway] [al:越狱] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Suicide Mission - 张德帅Sway [00:16.22]词:张德帅Sway [00:17.64]曲:张德帅Sway [00:19.00]我跟他们都承诺过我会改 [00:20.87]都不想再动脑筋复制相同的对白 [00:23.21]我是个烂人在我身上看不到未来 [00:25.57]这独处的生活希望能*** [00:28.38]Meh smoke a pack [00:29.03]Drive in cul de sec [00:29.98]墙纸都扯坏 [00:30.82]警告靠近的人我不值得等待 [00:33.03]感觉我的身体突然笨重 [00:34.52]手腕散发阵痛 [00:35.76]拿着一堆不知名的药物开始混用 [00:37.81]终于开始flashback的旅程 [00:39.38]That's abject [00:40.22]淅沥的雨声太吵闹 [00:41.48]感觉全世界都mad at me [00:42.91]当初跑那么快 [00:43.96]获得生命是个错误选项 [00:45.40]渺小的自己怎么可能 [00:46.59]用这火机把这夜空点亮 [00:48.21]我只想自己找个角落享受安静 [00:50.24]我真的不渴望 [00:51.14]也不需要有谁来关心 [00:52.68]我真的很期待 [00:53.60]最后一刻只跟自己了结 [00:54.95]我也祈求能够回到 [00:56.04]我还天真过的小学 [00:58.83]I've been down so long tryna find my way up [01:04.59]却像只撞向火的飞蛾 [01:08.38]I've been down so long tryna find a way [01:12.52]背靠悬崖可我只想退 [01:14.07]等我想开谁又会是下一位 [01:16.37]在用我自己的方式修筑巴别塔 [01:18.37]妄想找到捷径让我能够逆天改命 [01:21.03]以为我是无拘无束狂奔的野马 [01:23.10]却只是海洋里没大脑的粉色海星 [01:25.84]感到这一切都毫无意义like a loop [01:28.27]我不喜欢自怨自艾但是人生太可恶 [01:30.83]我没办法选择 [01:31.79]只能走着前人走过的路 [01:33.34]而我想要的都变得遥不可触 [01:35.32]有太多包袱将我捆绑 [01:36.70]试过在污染的土壤中竭力野蛮生长 [01:39.19]还能经受得住更多冷场 [01:40.67]回到家被嘲弄的玩笑一点也不好笑 [01:42.96]那些伤过我得话他们却从不曾想 [01:45.01]还没剪断脐带 [01:46.32]站不直的膝盖 [01:47.54]没有了期待 [01:48.72]Man I hate this life [01:50.13]如果再有一次机会我也不想重来 [01:52.20]只想化作一首歌里不违和的空拍 [01:56.37]I've been down so long tryna find my way up [02:02.31]却像只撞向火的飞蛾 [02:05.90]I've been down so long tryna find a way [02:10.14]背靠悬崖可我只想退 [02:11.71]等我想开谁又会是下一位