[ti:Fear and Trembling] [ar:Gang of Youths] [al:Go Farther In Lightness] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Fear and Trembling (Explicit) - Gang of Youths [00:08.06]Written by:David Le'aupepe [00:16.12]There's a moosehead hanging [00:17.80]From a wall at a bar at a [00:20.00]Nondescript part of the street [00:24.34]There's a long haired boy [00:26.42]Making eyes at a john [00:28.07]By the lamplights hung from the beams [00:32.10]We're at the stumbling phase [00:34.01]Of the midnight waltz [00:36.22]At a bookend to the weirdest of weeks [00:40.11]Me and Arnold walk [00:42.03]Pretty hammered and crying [00:43.56]Hey I'll miss you man when you leave [00:47.77]Yeah I'll miss you when you leave [00:51.14]'Coz there are feelings that are strong [00:52.99]And there are ones that are mixed [00:54.83]At the dawn of my young life's eclipse [00:58.85]I was a boy once now [01:00.60]I'm a kind of adult [01:02.47]Catching up on the cool sh*t I missed [01:05.87]'Coz we were raised where the pastors [01:07.92]They danced in the aisles [01:10.12]With a moshpit up front full of youths [01:13.87]So if faith is to lose [01:15.57]The mind to win God [01:17.36]Then I guess I got nothing to prove [01:21.78]I guess I got nothing to prove [01:52.92]I was waiting on the future [01:54.91]But the future only came [01:56.85]In the form of greying matter [01:59.29]In my only father's brain [02:01.18]I'm not afraid of acquiescing [02:03.87]To the trials of his old age [02:06.12]But of missing all the humanness [02:08.48]He'll show when I'm away [02:10.65]And the part of me unspoken [02:12.85]And the part that's self assured [02:15.17]Are belligerents divergent [02:17.28]In a psychic civil war [02:19.36]But I'm a crier and a fighter [02:21.75]Not a faker and a fraud [02:24.06]So if losing my religion [02:26.20]Is the way to finding God [02:28.27]Then light it up [02:30.20]The shadow's in my blood [02:33.22]Oh a weary heart they say [02:34.89]It shatters it all [02:37.49]So light it up [02:39.31]It's bound to be much worse [02:42.22]When you get get get get back to the summer [02:44.52]If you get get get get back to the summer at all [02:55.88]There's an omen now of frailty [02:57.80]Hanging heavy from my face [02:59.89]A kind of existential loneliness [03:02.40]That struts and frets a stage [03:04.29]And disappears unsatiated by [03:07.46]The rhythms of the day [03:09.37]Still illuminating nothing [03:11.28]But the love I turn away [03:13.50]And I still care about the present [03:16.01]And the weight of circumstance [03:18.33]To the muckraking of cowards [03:20.53]And a symphony of sass [03:22.37]While I have questions of mortality [03:25.38]The clear and present vast [03:27.13]They just yell the words pretentious [03:29.46]With no clarity or class [03:31.31]So light 'em up [03:33.21]Their shadows in my blood [03:36.30]Oh a weary heart they say [03:38.04]It shatters it all [03:40.60]So line 'em up [03:42.39]It's bound to be much worse [03:45.20]Oh when you get get get get back to the summer [03:47.70]If you get get get get back to the summer [03:50.07]When you get get back to the summer [03:52.39]If you get get get get back to the summer at all [04:03.06]One time [04:22.87]I feel everything [04:25.02]Yeah I feel it all [04:27.18]And I feel it in my bones and in my f**king skull [04:31.38]I feel everything [04:33.90]Yeah I feel it all [04:35.09]And I never look back [04:36.85]Oh and I feel it in my heart attack [04:40.68]And I feel it all [04:42.93]I feel everything [04:45.22]And I know it's weird [04:46.26]And I fought the fear and trembling [04:49.75]'Coz I feel it all [04:51.86]I feel everything [04:54.30]And I never looked back [04:55.46]This fear this fear is trembling [05:06.72]And I waited on forever [05:08.84]But forever never came [05:10.77]Just a latent sense of loyalty [05:12.81]To the things I love in vain [05:14.95]And now I'm terrified of loving [05:17.56]'Coz I'm terrified of pain [05:20.00]And of missing out on human things [05:22.28]By cowering away [05:24.04]So light 'em up [05:26.06]Those shadows in my blood [05:28.85]Oh a weary heart they say [05:30.87]It shatters it all [05:33.21]So light 'em up [05:35.05]It's bound to be much worse [05:37.97]Oh when you get get get get back to the summer [05:40.43]If you get get get get back to the summer [05:42.57]When you get get back to the summer [05:45.00]If you get get get get back to the summer at all