In denial I tried to be your friend. I tried to be a good boy. All I see a hate deep inside. startle me someone save me. Now these memories Still I hide They bury me All I want to do . You are not my real mother Is kill you . So I beat and stab and f**k her Looking back I was never ever right. you were my step Mom who always wanted me out of your sight. I would come walkin in and Id say hello but you'd slap me and make some f**ked-up comment about My clothes. but I tried to let it pass but the pictures in my head were With you with a knife up your a** laying dead. so I popped some more caps To play me All I want to do . Is kill you . All I want to do . You are not my real mother Is kill you . So I beat and stab and f**k her Wish you were dead now How . I know How can I cry over someone I never loved How can I cry over someone I never loved Never loved . never loved