[ti:If I Didn't Believe In You] [ar:Jeremy Jordan] [al:The Last Five Years (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]If I Didn't Believe in You - Jeremy Jordan [00:00.25]There are people [00:02.11]And they are publishing my book [00:05.37]And there's a party that they're throwing [00:10.30]And while you've made it very clear that you're not going [00:14.45]I will be going [00:17.46]And that's done [00:22.52]But what's it really about [00:26.77]Is it really about a party Cathy [00:30.11]Can we please for a minute stop blaming [00:33.14]And say what you feel [00:38.58]Is it just that you're disappointed [00:41.59]To be going again to Ohio [00:46.18]Did you think this would all be much easier [00:50.22]Than it's turned out to be [00:54.88]Well then talk to me Cathy [00:58.95]Talk to me [01:03.98]If I didn't believe in you [01:08.93]We'd never have gotten this far [01:13.18]If I didn't believe in you [01:17.14]And all of the ten thousand women you are [01:21.40]If I didn't think you could do [01:25.78]Anything you ever wanted to [01:29.38]If I wasn't certain that you'd come through somehow [01:38.33]The fact of the matter is Cathy [01:42.33]I wouldn't be standing here now [01:53.30]If I didn't believe in you [01:56.62]We wouldn't be having this fight [02:00.88]If I didn't believe in you [02:04.51]I'd walk out the door and say [02:07.07]Cathy you're right [02:08.45]But I never could let that go [02:13.09]Knowing the things about you I know [02:16.90]Things when I met you four years ago I knew [02:24.43]It never took much convincing [02:27.12]To make me believe in you [02:33.25]Don't we get to be happy Cathy [02:37.65]At some point down the line [02:39.48]Don't we get to relax [02:41.90]Without some new tsuris [02:43.78]To push me yet further from you [02:48.33]And if I'm cheering on your side Cathy [02:52.97]Why can't you support mine [02:55.15]Why do I have to feel [02:57.07]I've committed some felony [02:59.52]Doing what I always swore I would do [03:04.64]I don't want you to hurt [03:06.56]But hey [03:08.50]I don't want you to sink [03:12.65]But you know what I think [03:14.89]I think you'll be fine [03:18.27]Just hang on and you'll see [03:22.75]But don't make me wait till you do [03:25.51]To be happy with you [03:27.35]Will you listen to me [03:31.33]No one can give you courage [03:35.44]No one can thicken your skin [03:38.28]I will not fail so you can be comfortable Cathy [03:45.02]I will not lose because you can't win [04:00.73]If I didn't believe in you [04:04.83]And and year's where the travelogue ends [04:09.46]If I didn't believe in you [04:14.75]I couldn't have stood before all of our friends [04:18.69]And said This is the life I choose [04:22.71]This is the thing I can't bear to lose [04:27.03]Trip us or trap us but we refuse to fall [04:34.97]That's what I thought we agreed on Cathy [04:42.36]If I hadn't believed in you [04:49.38]I wouldn't have loved you at all